actually juz woke up.. i dunno suddenly terperanjat from my sleep then i was really wide awake.. hey guys.. really had fun juz now.. really thnx to u guys k.. we should do this more often.. really.. i mean it.. u all make my day.. i was sorry juz now i wasn't being myself.. i think i'm too quiet.. rite..?? i think last time i use to be a lil noisy rite..?? i juz felt odd.. hehe.. it's been a long time since our last outing.. really miss those times.. i really do.. too bad many can't come.. but at least some did, right.. really appreciate it.. thnx..!!

we watch this movie.. a funny movie.. really funny.. but i think the storyline is quite boring.. but overall had a great time watching it...sat beside nadiah and faizal.. luckily we're not watching horror movie.. haha.. if not i dunno what happen.. some of u know what i'm talking about rite..?? if not, too bad.. hehe.. after the movie nadiah had to go home coz her grandmother is sick.. so left me, han, zal, hakim and arif... then we decided to go to the arcade at plaza singapura.. haha.. pity hakim.. his leg is injured and he had to climb up and down the stairs.. but at least we dun leave u behind rite.. hehe.. we play daytona and i got 2nd.. haha.. hakim got first.. tak padan kaki sakit.. haha..arif got 3rd and guese wat.. faizal got 4th (last).. haha.. luckily i'm not being myself if not i'm going to tease faizal for that.. always teasing me about bowling rite.. tis is payback time.. haha.. after having fun at the arcade.. arif had to go home.. so only left me,zal,han and hakim.. we decided to eat at pizza hut.. haha.. tats the best time today.. u guys agree rite..??

we order 4 soups, a jug of coke and 2 pans of regular pizzas..pepperoni and hawaiian supreme or izzit supper hawaiian.. the person who serve us is a schoolmate of ours.. they serve us the wrong pizza.. thnx to faizal that he realise the pizza is without roasted chicken.. haha.. bcoz of that we got another pan of regular pizza for free.. altogether 3 pans of regular pizzas.. 18 slices altogether.. haha.. as we eat, we talked bout lots of things except for me, i'm juz keeping quiet.. tompang ketawe je.. ~my hump, my hump..!!.. haha.. thats funny.. was really2 full after that.. i really feel like vomitting..haha.. but i'm still not satisfide with faizal.. today is ur day huh..?? 'eminem, shorty, nike'... haha.. when it's gonna be my day..?? soon i guess.. haha.. but i have fun.. what is fun without jokes rite..?? then all of us when home.. sayang sey tk bawak camera... we should capture all the best moments as memories.. guys, i really wanna thnx for the great time.. hope there is a next time for this..i think i'll be more noisy by then.. especially to faizal.. haha

I'M BACK... FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS I CAN'T BLOG COZ MY MOUSE CANNOT WORK.. VERY IRRITATING.. IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT USING ONLY THE KEYBOARD TO DO ALL THE WORK.. HEY, U CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE THAT I USE CAPSLOCK FOR ALL THIS COZ U KNOW Y..?? I REALLY DAMN ANGRY.. IT'S BEEN A REALLY SUCKY WEEK.. REALLY2 SUX..

1. i am not in the challenge cup.. -arghhh, hate that..

2. i got pms- it's normal

3. i got sick.. - this is the worst ever

ARGGHH.. CANNOT TAHAN...!!! GOT FEVER, FLU, COUGH, SORE THROAT, SWOLLEN EYE AND I THINK I GOT FOOD POISONING TOO... ALL IN ONE AT ONE GO.. WHO CAN STAND THAT..?? REALLY SUFFERING.. THIS IS MY WORST SICKNESS EVER THAT I HAD ECOUNTER... FOR THE CHALLENGE CUP, UGH.. JUZ HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE LEAGUE.. TU LA.. ORG SURUH DTG TRAINING TAK NK.. SKRG BARU MENYESAL.. PADAN MUKE KAU MAS.. HAIZZ... HOPE NEX WEEK IS BETTER.. I THINK I WANT TO TRAIN TO BE A KEEPER..?? WHAT U THINK..??

hey.. ya... one good news.. my hair does not look like a rebond hair anymore... yeah2... there is already curls here and there... yea2.. thats the only thing that make my day...

yesterday.. finally i'm back to training.. my team mates got a shock of their life esp. zu when i reach to the trainning ground.. haha.. feel like hugging them but we're juz shaking hands... haizz.. feel akward.. then got to know they registered for the challenge cup.. i was like damn.. am i too late..?? but my coach juz ask me to bring 4 passport photo and a photocopy of ic.. haha.. i dunno they gonna register me or not.. if not i juz see their games and support them by the bench.. lol.. have to wait for the womens league.. gonna train hard.. there new ppl in, see them so good.. i think i dun have any chance to play.. uugh.. damn.. gonna train very2 hard.. yesterday training was like shit.. it's been a long time since i run and u know what.. my coach, that matnoor ask to run and run and run..non-stop of running.. we can't play coz the field is floaded wif the rain water.. our training yesterday is all about running.. tiring.. i was so clever that before i go training, i go eat ALOT..!! and when time to train feel like vomitting..coz too 'kenyang'(full) and all the running make me sick.. all the way jogging, sprinting, pacing, runing up and down the stairs and the slopes.. bleh sempot sak.. luckily i dun have one.. but after all i feel good.. finally it's been a long time when i really perspire..aaaaa... but my leg tired.. really tired.. i think i gonna get leg cramp.. coz u know why..?? i didn't do my cooling down exercise properly.. shit man..

last time i used to live in bedok.. there, i got a neighbour.. he was an ustaz (religious teacher).. he and his wife used to teach me and my siblings mengaji.. we're very2 close.. me and their kids were also damn close too.. but soon they moved out and we too moved out.. we go to their house on hari raye for the past years.. but for the past two years we don't.. so it's been two year since we saw their family.. i think it's on monday that i suddenly dream of my ustaz and ustazah.. my mother said that mayb my ustaz and ustazah is thinking of me thats why i dreamt of them... and u wanna know sumtink..?? today i got a news that my ustaz died at Mekah or Madinah.. i'm not sure..i think he was performing his haji.. i got a shock of my life when i receive this news... and they said that my ustaz died the night of hari raya haji.. it was the next day when i dreamt of him coz hari raya haji is on tuesday and i dream on him on monday.. in my dream he is teaching me about a song 'lagu taubat'... my mother said that mayb that dream ia sumtink like a lesson or 'hidaya' for me to wake up.... i dunno it was a coincident or ...... ???? scary sey... really scary...

knn.. u know wat..?? when i woke up i already receive bad news.. and the news is on my birthday there will be no party, no chalet...ccb.. although it in march but i already *ughhh*.. this is all bcoz of the stupid kakak sedare, cousin of mine.. so old but dunno how to think.. pasal konek, pasal jantan mak, saudare-mare semuer dier sanggup lupekn..actually from the first time i know him, i already dun like him..i dun even know how u really fell in love with him.. untill now u, my cousin, can see how akward, kekok i am wif ur boyfriend.. i dun get along well like i did with ur other boyfriends.. cb.. jantan tu nak kahwin ngan kau sal dier nk duduk atas duit kau..coz my auntie and mum thinks that he's using my cousin money even for the engagement ring..wtf.. that should be a man's job rite..??.. at first i dun believe but i think back, everytime that i go out wif my cousin and her boyfriend, is my cousin who pays for everything.. even for the drinks.. aku fikir balik, "bakal tunang dier" tk perna kluar kn satu sen pon.. thats ok to me.. but fucking cb.. what suprise me is she sanggup tinggal kn mak dier and kurang ajar ngan mak dier sal ni semuer.. hey ur messing wif the wrong person k.. she's my favourite auntie.. ur mum is already old and mayb dier tk kn tinggal lame lagi..*touch wood*.. and sumore dier skrg berpenyakit..i hope u won't regret it when u can't make it up to her when she's gone.. anyway don't u want ur mum by ur side when u get married..?? i do.. i want my whole family and my love ones to be by my side.. even i want my friends to be there.. but nvm.. let us see.. u ruin my b'day and i hope ur marriage will "last".... we will see.. u think i'm 17 , i'm still a kid, i can't think issit..?? dun ever try to bodek2 wif me k.. i dun like that.. hey thanks for giving me high hope to have a wonderful party.. and also to ruin it...

**hey, if in case u're reading this, think back, if ur boyfriend or tunang is a really good person, he will ask u to patch things up wif ur mom and not make things worst..

today go out wif aida.. first accompany her take letter then go bedok interchange and eat.. it's been really starnge for the past few days.. for the past few days, aida and i have the same thoughts.. the first one is both of us wanted to go to beach road and eat.. then both of us wanted to go sim lim.. strange rite..?? we didn't plan all this.. when aida voice out that she wanted to go sumwhere, before she said i already have that place in mind.. it's like both of us thinking of the same thing at the same time.. **aida, i think mamat da turun kn ilmu kt aku uh** hahaha.. after eating we when to toa payoh.. as i said, i want to get my hair done.. i ask the hairstlylist what can i do with my hair.. actually in my mine i wanted to do a wavy2 type of style but she recommend soft rebond.. as she is the hairstylist, i trusted her sense of style.. doing my hair it took around 5 hrs.. after that i have to pay $140..

u know why i blur the picture.. coz i dun look nice.. i regret rebonding my hair.. mayb if i'm in a good mood tomoro i'll put a clear picture wif my new hair.. u wanna see it..?? ..haha... argh.! so damn angry with the hairstylist.. argh! but what to do... it's already rebonded.. stupid stupid stupid..!! i'm already fat and i look even fatter after the rebond.. argh..!! hey who's the fat girl..?? it's masita.. lol.. mepek sak.. but it's true... argh..!! i dun care, by my b'day i'm goin to change my hair style.. and my b'day is in march 19 *hints*...lol

still at my cousin house.. yesterday slept at 5+ am... i juz realise something.. my typo becoming more worst.. i will sure make minimum one mistake in a sentance.. aiyoyo.. when i read back what i wrote, i sure will be laughing at myself... haha .. funny sey.. then afternoon, my cousin ask me out to eat at IMM, at Bagus foodcourt.. it was like banquet.. i think they are siblings.. lol.. alamak.. i shuld have taken a photo of it.. nvm.. wanna know..?? go there urself k.. haha.. then after eating suddenly my 'anak sedare' (i dunno what it is in english.. anybody can tell me??) want to play the wax thingy that little children always play.. i also dunno what uh... haha.. being childish, i also join her and play.. my cousin is the one paying, so i dun mind.. lol..

nice.. my final layout.. haha..to me it's really ugly.. haha.. but got one auntie praise my piece.. she say very nice.. haha.. and i give her a smile.. what else can i do.. lol.. she ask whether i know what issit.. of course i dunno.. she tell me it's sum kind of a symbol of an olympic logo for next year.. i was "huh..?? really uh..??" .. i dunno whether she is telling the truth or not.. but what the heck rite.. haha.. kk.. that's the end of my story. bye. =P