haiZzz...
today collect my mid yr results...
meet the parents session...
really afraid wat my teacher gonna say to my parent..
really slacking in the half yr...
wasted the precious tym jus lyk tat..
really regret..
if i know i will study..
but its to late now...
i had to move on..
hope i i will do better for my prelims...
**hopes so**
really worrying...
after the session...
i really feel demoralise...
i dunno why..
is her werds or her concern that hits me..
monday is my mother tounge o level'..
really hope can get distinction...
really feel down...luckily went trainning..
i nearly overslept...
my mates cheer me up by playing...
hehe..
actually they did nothing...
but i juz feel happy always when i'm with them..
they are so special to me esp the 4 china girls..
they juz a team of funny and wacky ppl..
always make me smile to see their actions..
hope we can get along better as days past..
really we need to work as a team...
hope we can be the champion tis yr..
i tink we can...

~mY freN Farhan aNd mE durIng bowLinG....

today, me and my npcc frens went to east coast..
we play in the sand and sea for hours..
untill i can literrally see that my skin wrinkle...
we clean ourselves up at around 5pm..
then we went to macdonald and eat...
we chat as we eat...
then after eating some of them went back home
except for the 5 of us..
me, nisa, ahmad, farhan and zamri..
we went bowling
we play two games..
the first game i got second place...
and the second game i got the last place..
**uwek**...hehe
we finish playing exactly at 8 pm..
**magic**...hehe...
then we go back home...
as we walking to the bus stop..
me and farhan took many stupid pictures..
but it's kinda fun..hehe
then we reach to the rite bus stop..
zamri went off first as he live at jln kayu and we at sengkang..
the funny part is that..
all of us did not knoe how get back home..
we dunno which bus to take...
we called many ppl..
we spent at least 30 mins at the bus stop..
at last we took bus 31...
on the way...
farhan is trying to find faults with the 3 of us..
but we knoe that he is juz joking..
so we take it lightly...
then went we reach tampines...
we took bus 27..
half way on the journey...
me doze off...
luckily farhan wake me up...
if not i tink i am left in the bus...
i reach home exactly at 10.10 pm...
style uh the time today...
**magic**
my favourite number sumore...
haiZzZ...hehe...
i tink i stop here for now..
anything more i update nex tym...
tata..titi..tutu..
**LAME**

today at skool learn about social etiquette..
veri troblesome to be a girl..
so many don't than do...
haiZzzZ..
then tis evening thought of goin to training..
go training then reach already, it was rainning..
fed up..
long tym never go training coz of the exams..
and now it was raining..
the training had to be cancel...
haiZzZ..
tis saturday got frindly match..
wif the boys..
girls vs. boys
which will win...??
i think we can win coz we got good players..
but hope nothing bad happen...
realli miss those tym..
but catch up wif them during june holiday..
tink stop here for now...
tomoro got mly intensive programme...
the whole day we r going to study only malay...
for i tink 3 - 5 days..
haiZzZ..
hope i get distinction with this course...

[Tom:]

Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew. So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you 'Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to, Say 'you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

[Danny:]

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.Yeah...

[Solo][Danny & Tom:]

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.Dancing on the kitchen tiles,Yes you make my life worthwhile,So I told you with a smile...It's all about.

[Danny:]

It's all about you([Tom:] It's about you)

It's all about you, baby([Tom:] It's all about you)

It's all about you([Tom:] It's about you)

It's all about you

~realli love tis song... --all about you~mcfly......

--anybody know how to play the guitar for tis..?? can teach..?? hehe

haiZzz..
really a dissapointing day...
today get to check some of my exam papers...
i fail moz of them..
so sad...
uwek...
feel useless studying for it..
and ending up failing it...
i'm the worst among my frenz..
feel veri dimoralise...
hope i improve in my coming prelims..
tomoro gonna check the rest of my papers...
all the bez to me..
i tink i have no hope to get a gud result..
i hope tomoro never comes...

at last i finish my exams...

at last..

woohhhooo...

can enjoy...

tomoro go shopping..

wif my cousin...

enjoy...

so happy..

-me and my fren,aida-

mmmmm...
sumtym i feel there's sumtym wrong wif me...
its either me or the ppl around me...
can't be them...
sumtyms i juz feel tat i'm the dumb one among the rest..
i'm not acting dumb..
but feel like one...
coz they treat me like that...
i feel lyk being used...
don wanna speak up fer some reasons...
1] dun wanna make enemy..
2] dun wanna hurt them..
3] afraid i will over react and turn out to be a fight..
the only choice is to ignore...
but mayb there's limit to that..
but unlikely i would react..
i would be like a stone..
sumtym i juz feel that i had no one...
wanna speak to my siblings...??...nah..
not a rite choice...
speak to my parent...??...worst..
my frenz...??
dun wanna disturb them..
the only solution is to...
SOLVE THE PROB MYSELF..
feel quite depress sumtym..
feel stress up..
but geting use to it day by day..
PPL SAY MUZ B INDEPENDENT RITE..??
cannot depend on ppl so much...
so here i go..
trying to be independent...
*hope so*

it's been a veri long time nvr update..
haiZzZ...
now exam period so buzy...
now still struggle wif my art..
muz finish by friday..
but still haven start yet..
finding trouble xiaa me...
stress up..
feeling sad for no reason..
feeling angry for no reason..
get irritated easily...
laugh for no reason..
WHAT'S HAPENIN 2 ME..??!!
i oso dunno the answer..
can someone juz help me...
haiZzZ...
feel worried bout my mid yr exam..
all study last minute..
realli rushing..
learnt my lesson not to study last minute..
but i juz can't displine myself to do that..
WHAT SHOULD I DO...??!!
tis yr takin o level..haiZZz..
really hope can do well...
fri last paper..
poa paper 1 and art...
then nex mon check papers..
so fast..haiZz...
all the bez to me...!!!
and the rest of u...