recall yesterday (sunday)...

got a friendly match versus the bois...

i'm so ready up to it coz it will mayb bemy last match of the yr coz

the o lvl..

~no more soocer for me...

**if i can resist it...

hahaha

i play the 2nd half...

and guese wat...

we won...!!

wohhooo...

the score was 8 - 4...

hahaha...

actualy we were expecting to lose..

as they are men and they shuld b better...

hahaha..

i think they give chance...

but i don tink so too..

coz one of my opponent play hard on me...

stupid...

hit me on the face and never say sorry..

i was like aiming to kick hard on him.

and later i found out that he change to be the goalkeeper...

stupid man..

after the match..

went to Kenji house...

we ate sushi...

but i don eat it coz i eat mee...

hahaha...

reach home at about 12...

so late...!!!

luckily never kena shout coz the nez day got school...

enough of yesterday..

today 1st day of school..

stupid so many rules..

i feel lyk i'm in a prison sch...

aida got sent back home..

not fair uh..

i oso want to be sent back home..

i wanna to SLEEP....!!!

nvr sleep even for a minute the night b4...

trying to finish up my eng homewerk...

so many...!!

and all i receive it on sunday..

and the nex day got school..

but i mange to finish..

but without sleeping...

i was lyk a walking zombie..

and i also felt iriitating...

aiyoh..

i tot first day of shcool wanna haf fun...!!

then at night mit aida and study..

but we ended up doing sumtink else...

funni uh..

~AIDA nex tym we will concentrate and not let

any distraction distract us...!!

i muz gif up soccer and u with ur band...

juz sacrifice fer tis yr... after tat enjoy...

the o level is around the corner...!!

we muz score well and beat ???? ....!!!

recall yesterday..
mm.. playing soccer..
train my kicks..
i was so happi i can kick a high ball...
wow.. at last..
but not satisfied...
the last tym i can kick better than tat..
really pathetic...
i know i can do it..
i juz nid tym and alot of practice..
i was so disappointed when i get to know tat i cannot kick..
really heart breaking...
but now i almost get it..
haha..
but cannot be too hapii..
mayb it's juz luck..
mayb if i train harder i could be as good as last tym..
wif the o lvl coming up..
i can't concentrate on soccer..
haiZzz..
playing soccer wif my frenz is the only thing that
make me happi and relax..
eventhough i'm irritated wif myself sumtym coz
cannot kick a good ball..
haha..
mayb after the o lvl..
i'm goin to make soccer as my 1st prority..
nuthing is more impt..
hahaha..
enough of soccer..
today veri boring..
nvr go out..
aiyoh..
today is saturday..
and tomoro is sunday...
monday school re-open...
aarrrrggghhh...
really not ready for it...
june holiday nvr even touch a book...
oh no...
**i'm really finding trouble**
all i did for tis holidayis..
1) come back to school
2) shopping
3) computer
4) soccer
and i tink tats all i did..
really regret nvr spent my tym wisely...
hope can catch up when school re-open..
**wish me luck**..haha

today whole day at home..

watch tv..

play computer..

lay down on bed..

tats all i do..

at afternoon..

go play soccer again..

school gonna re-open..

so muz play sampai puas...

wakakaka...

for the whole day i keep thinking..

about my o level..

i haven yet start studying..

i'm so fu*king worried..

but yet still i haven start..

juz can't do it..

so many distraction..

i really need someone to push me...

mayb as me out to study at least..

aiyoh...

i know everybody so buzy..

y can't i be like them..

i not ready for the school re-open..

i scared i juz can't catch up..

**so worried...

today aida and me went shopping..
we plan to go alot of places..
but ended up juz we juz went to one..
coz we find alot of things there...
hahaha...
we kept goin up and down..
up and down again..
**so tired
we reach at baout 12+...
and we end at 6.30pm..
**wow
6 hrs of walking..
then after tat i go play soccer..
hahaha..
**tired...
sumore nvr eat the whole day...
no energy..
haizzz..
then went back no food..
**mix feeling
angry...sad...aiyoh..
they dunno i'm tired uh..
at last go cook maggie..
last resort..
cannot stand it..
i can die of hunger...
and now i'm typing tis thing..

today went to soccer clinic..

organise by the smu women soccer team..

for the 1st tym i meet my team members..

i tink they play good..

veri good...

reach there earlier...

wah...cannot tahan..

the weather veri hot..

mcm kene jemur sey..

oh no...bom lagi sak aku..

hehe...

the 1st part of the training quite mepek uh..

but veri funny..

then the later part tat is the 6 aside friendly is fun...

got to play wif my team fer the

futher 6 aside competition..

wohhoooo..

i tink we stand a chance..

tat if there is no other team tat join in..

besides for the team tat juz now came..

hahaha...

confident sak aku...

today skool start at 8...
luckily i was late...
i was 1/2 hr late..
aiyoh..
tat mdm aliah is not there..
the remedial is cancel..
tat mdm aliah is at oversea..
luckily saw aida and murni when
i was walking towards the skool..
i know i nvr come today..
summore it was rainning..
a really good condition to sleep...
waste my time only..
tomoro got english then got class outing..
feel lyk not goin to the outing..
sure boring one..
haiZzz...
**shuld i or shuldn't i go..??

today halfway play soccer got lightnin..
then muz stop..
then we go do stomach exercise...
aiyoh...funni xiaa...
got some exercise tat i nvr seen b4..
haha..
my stomach really hurt...
tis exercise is really effective..
i cannot do well as i got big stomach..
hahaha...
boncit sak..
i knew all tis exercis thnx to my 5 china frenz..
during exercise..
mr.tan told us he will not be wif us..
all of us suddenly stop wat we are doing and stare at him..
then we persude him not to go and finally..
dunno y the 5 china girls go in the office wif mr.tan...
and then mr.tan suddenly scold them..
his voice so damm loud...
then suddenly one of them angry and fed up..
she wanted to go back to china..
haiZzz..
really sad..
i stay at their house untill 11+ pm..
juz to cool them down..
but she said she will sms tomoro and ask us to go back..
**ah chen, pls don't go back**
we girls really need u...
if u go back, the rest too want to go back..
coz u guyz r a team..
haiZzz..
i hope u and the rest will come tomoro..
really hope...
if not the whole morale of the team will be gone..
we are nuthing without u guyz..

change my layout..
since many ppl say..
tat my blog make them dizzy..
haha...
veri funny...
is all bcoz of the dragonfly thingy..
**u will know if u had seen my last blog**
-if not too bad u dunno wat i'm talking bout
hahaha..
**crazi
i still not satisfied wif my blog..
i would find a nice one..
haha...
o lvl coming up and i'm here making my blog..
haiZzz...
dunno when wanna start studying...
anybody wanna join me...??
haha...

today got to know a sad news..

really dunno how to phrase tis...

i'll make it lyk a story...

there was a person tat i'll

tink would be no longer for me..

but without me knowing the

person really cares bout me...

the person always ask bout me..

the person would ask how am i..

how i was coping..

i dunno tis till las month..

but i dunno y today got a news bout

the person make me sad..

really touch me..

the person really care bout me..

i dunno how many tym i wanna repeat tis..

the person cannot show the care and

concern to me due to some major reasons..

really hope tat one day we would meet again...

mayb after my o' level..

sorie..but now i'm quite bz wif my studies..

i really wish that person would always

in a healthy and happi condition..

coz herad tat person is sick the other tym..

haiZzz..

_whhheeee*...

at last i'm doing my batik fer art o lvl..

all the tym muz draw...

boring sey...

i tink mine quite nice..

**bluek**

then went play soccer...

stupid uh..

my soccer skill really gone...

really sux..

really rusty..

me really sad..

cannot even pass the ball properly...

cannnot do high,long pass...

haiZzz..

this is all a piece of cake to me last tym..

last tym can do all tis easily..

but now...

it's lyk a big problem to me..

haiZzz...

where is my technic of kicking go..??

where r u..??

pls come back to me..

i really nid u..

**hua3**

hope to improve b4 the competition...

dun wanna get laugh at..

if things got worst..

i decided to be the substitude..

dun wanna make fool of myself....

**continue**

as me and aida waited fer her bus..

we talk bout bois nowadays..

they treat us girls lyk dirt..

some worst then that...

1--beat and abuse anyhow..

**don u guys know the werd 'DAYUS'**

2--does not give the respect tat we suppose to haf..

3--always demanding things

**U'RE NOT THE BOSS OF US**

4--veri self centered..don even spare a thought fer us

there is actually more...many too mention..

i really don lyk this type of guyz...

f*ck u guyz...

it really rare to find a gud guy nowadays...

hope i get the gud guys...

if not..if the bad guys dare to abuse me..

i'll send u guyz to the police...

**i will not hesitate**

today went surveying stuffs wif aida and murni..

we were quite in a rush as murni got tuisyen at 8..

then aida late for 1 hr...

we suppose to meet at 3.30 pm..

but she came at 4 pm...

sempat sey aku ngan murni naik mrt to punggol...

and dtg balik but she haven yet reach...

aku sempat beli slipa lagi...

aiyoh*...

then go to heren and i but slippers again..

u might tink i'm crazy..

aida and murni too tink i am..

**wheee~

then we ate ayam penyet (flaten chicken)..

heard of it b4 but haven taste it..

so tis is my 1st tym...

very delicious..

*yum yum*

then we went to wisma...

go and look around..

saw many things that i wanna buy..

but we in a rush..

no time..

*haizzz~

walk..walk and walk around..

it's nearly tym to get back...

but aida still wanna go on..

actually me too still wanna continue..

but pity murni she got to get bck home..

*haizzz*

reach compass point and walk2 wif aida..

murni went home already..

aida bought to pair of clothes..

then we walk and chat to my house...

send her to the bustop opposite my house...

then went home..

bath andnow i am here wrting tis thing...

**bye**

really dunno wat to say...
gone thru a realli tiring week...
my whole body is aching...
with all the school and trainnings...
i really need a rest...
my body and legs really in pain..
hope tis comin sat and sun i have peace to relax..
really nid it b4 the nex monday come..
which i have to school and go to trainning again..
can't imagine it i'm gonna go thru tis for tis whole year..
can't wait to fininsh o level..
tat is the tym i really enjoy...
but can't think bout all tis now...
muz think to study...
haiZzz...