mmmmm...
sumtym i feel there's sumtym wrong wif me...
its either me or the ppl around me...
can't be them...
sumtyms i juz feel tat i'm the dumb one among the rest..
i'm not acting dumb..
but feel like one...
coz they treat me like that...
i feel lyk being used...
don wanna speak up fer some reasons...
1] dun wanna make enemy..
2] dun wanna hurt them..
3] afraid i will over react and turn out to be a fight..
the only choice is to ignore...
but mayb there's limit to that..
but unlikely i would react..
i would be like a stone..
sumtym i juz feel that i had no one...
wanna speak to my siblings...??...nah..
not a rite choice...
speak to my parent...??...worst..
my frenz...??
dun wanna disturb them..
the only solution is to...
SOLVE THE PROB MYSELF..
feel quite depress sumtym..
feel stress up..
but geting use to it day by day..
PPL SAY MUZ B INDEPENDENT RITE..??
cannot depend on ppl so much...
so here i go..
trying to be independent...
*hope so*