knn.. u know wat..?? when i woke up i already receive bad news.. and the news is on my birthday there will be no party, no chalet...ccb.. although it in march but i already *ughhh*.. this is all bcoz of the stupid kakak sedare, cousin of mine.. so old but dunno how to think.. pasal konek, pasal jantan mak, saudare-mare semuer dier sanggup lupekn..actually from the first time i know him, i already dun like him..i dun even know how u really fell in love with him.. untill now u, my cousin, can see how akward, kekok i am wif ur boyfriend.. i dun get along well like i did with ur other boyfriends.. cb.. jantan tu nak kahwin ngan kau sal dier nk duduk atas duit kau..coz my auntie and mum thinks that he's using my cousin money even for the engagement ring..wtf.. that should be a man's job rite..??.. at first i dun believe but i think back, everytime that i go out wif my cousin and her boyfriend, is my cousin who pays for everything.. even for the drinks.. aku fikir balik, "bakal tunang dier" tk perna kluar kn satu sen pon.. thats ok to me.. but fucking cb.. what suprise me is she sanggup tinggal kn mak dier and kurang ajar ngan mak dier sal ni semuer.. hey ur messing wif the wrong person k.. she's my favourite auntie.. ur mum is already old and mayb dier tk kn tinggal lame lagi..*touch wood*.. and sumore dier skrg berpenyakit..i hope u won't regret it when u can't make it up to her when she's gone.. anyway don't u want ur mum by ur side when u get married..?? i do.. i want my whole family and my love ones to be by my side.. even i want my friends to be there.. but nvm.. let us see.. u ruin my b'day and i hope ur marriage will "last".... we will see.. u think i'm 17 , i'm still a kid, i can't think issit..?? dun ever try to bodek2 wif me k.. i dun like that.. hey thanks for giving me high hope to have a wonderful party.. and also to ruin it...

**hey, if in case u're reading this, think back, if ur boyfriend or tunang is a really good person, he will ask u to patch things up wif ur mom and not make things worst..