it's been a long time since i update... firstly, i want to congratulate all my na frenz who pass and get promoted to sec 5... congrats..!! ur worries had ended and now it's my turn...lol.. last sat i got a street soccer competition..

this is my team.. i knew only three of them and the rest i juz met.. lol.. guess what..?? this is the worst game i played ever... cannot run, cannot kick, cannot defend, cannot attack.. i ask myself "what the hell i'm doing..?? might as well not play right??"... knn.. really fed up of myself.. very2 dissapointed...

my team lost.. this is the first ever game that we did not go up to the next level.. we lost in the qualifying round... what a shame..i actually think wanted to go back to trainning but i think twice sey.. main dah tak senonoh nak train balik ngan drg paisey sey.. comfirm drg ckp "mas.. what happen to u..??"..

then this afternoon i was playing dengan bdk2 bawah blok uh.. then when i come, they expect me to be as good as last time.. paisey sey.. they really thought that i was the best defender like last time.. but i really turn them down... i play like shit.. luckily my team win.. then got one uncle, use to play with him too. he said "rusty already huh..?? dah karat eh..?? dulu bagos.. skrg ape dah jadi? pergi train byk2.. kau ade talent."..he said that to me.. aku paisey sey.. really malu..

then one of the bdk bawah blok.. forgot his name said "mane the best defender yg aku tau dulu?".. semuer org tanyer aku sey what happen.. sedih sak aku.. i'm typing this not to act maner nyer bagos uh.. cam cb uh... geram sey.. but although i'm not good as last time they still want to to come down and play.. i'm going to train very hard with them.. i want to wear the s'pore jersey.. lol.. cita2 tinggi sey... lol..